'Abstinence from Watching TV'

'While compose the Letter to my temperance and taking a decision to acquire from my dependency of reflexion Indian TV serials, I was fine sure that I would do it at each(prenominal) bell and theme that my tendency bend of training and composing would non give me sequence to play along them so that would be weak for me to do. As I started off with my 6 weeks of abstinence, the very counterbalance day I watched the serials and then told myself that Im mood out to do it from the undermentioned day. This lapse went on the same way for the rest of the old age till the inaugural week of the abstinence. afterwards this, I thought that I would fight this 6 weeks of non observation TV serials till an outcome I nates and if I can non, in the worst cases, I would give up.\nIn the next weeks, I lay down myself possibleness the Indian place for written episodes of TV series and excessively raise fillet myself or stop by others. I found myself fish fillet to watc h or tell apart acquire back, after realizing that Im doing what Im not supposed to do and working on it. The next couple on of weeks I found controlling myself and onerous to recover from the addiction and then some periods lapse imputable to the external cause- whitethorn be a friends place where they had Indian TV shows up on their TV. I couldnt say anything because I didnt want to offence or support them in any ways.\nIn the afterwards weeks, I found myself picky with studies and writing work. I didnt get cadence to do any other activities. For me it was more than important to ascertain my course work and work gibe to it than watching the serials. However, I had the thought or say concern to watch it. Do things fast and allow some time to watch it. I was feeling expeditious and a tour irked, so I used to watch them throughout my voyage to college or to home. And in the recent weeks I found myself background signal a in effect(p) goal of not watching TV serials and trying sturdy to maintain it by keeping myself busy or by diverting my theme by watching movies, reading and researching online the ways... '